The girls are back in school and I naively thought things would slow down a little.
Not so...it's actually gotten busier.
But even with all the busy-ness - I've felt a sadness and meloncholy for the past few days.
I'm getting a little worried about the upcoming holidays and his birthday. I'm afraid of what I'll feel and concerned that I'll focus more on the fact that he isn't here rather than celebrate the fact that he lived for a little while.
2 comments:
There is no right or wrong way to feel so you are just fine! I am sure all the holidays and all the "firsts" you experience are very difficult. You have lots of us praying for you and your family. You are not alone on this journey, remember that!!
I love you JJ!
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